There really are like the five stages of Drake. Seriously. It’s so annoying.

Last time the five stages were a little different, but they’re mostly the same this time, minus the euphoria.

It’s like crying/depression, denial it ever happened, more crying, happiness, acceptance that it happened and that you’re a nutcase.

Yeah.

He fucks people up, bro.

Idek last time I felt so complete, and I don’t this time which is weird. I have a really bad jealousy thing with him that’s quite appalling (I’m rational in all other areas of my life except for Drake), and the last concert cured it for a long, long while, and this one…I’m already jealous of those seeing him today. Almost made it worse, I think, because he was so great.

I just have a lot of feelings about all that went down, obviously, and he was so lovely to me that djakajsj. I need to have him do a live show for me every day, even if it only consists of one song LMFAO

I think all of this has to do with the fact that he’s “the love of my life,” I guess, and seeing someone you love as much as I love him live will REALLY fuck with you. Because idek I think I just have it in my head that he cannot even be a real person and he’s very much a real person. LMFAO. Just being that close to someone you adore as much as I do him is a really easy way to fuck with your head. “You had to be so hard on my heart and my head…” that about sums it up.

This post has been way longer than intended but my head feels a little clearer now.